Am I glad that exams are over or what?! Haha, exams are so different from secondary exams where I come out of the exam hall feeling good. Perharps cause I have the time to finish and check all my answers or maybe cause my mind won't ache from thinking too hard and too fast ._.

Was really demoralised by maths exam cause it was the first exam aft so many years that I felt like mentally strained aft the exam. Plus I left super a lot of blanks zzzz. Screwed. Econs and GP was screwed as well cause I didnt really study for econs (I think even if I did I wont do well either lol ._.) Haha. Gp was a killer cause I didnt understand the compre at all; even yonghao said it was tough T.T

But nehmind cause all of this is OVER :D But I still dont understand why all of this isn't done before the holidays, so that we at least can get to enjoy a bit of the holidays? Zzz now aft exams I'm still stuck with hols homework cause I just realised I havent very much touched them and it's due next week. Screwed ._.

As usual, post exam celebration today was spent watching ice age at shaws towers, gossiping, reading books at borders and chilling out :) It seems like a looonngggg time since I've done that, cause all I do aft sch now is to go home. Zzz what an interesting life I have haha.

And for a change, I realise my sch is boring so are my friends not all la to be exact, just some particular ones if you know who I'm refering to. They have NO LIFE I'm sure of that, they want to go home on the last day of exams instead of enjoying their hearts out. Ok nehmind, maybe it's normal for them and I'm making a big fuss out of it but still it's ridiculous in my sense. Who in the right mind would do that -.- Haha ok I shall stop ranting, later I get karma :x

Transformers 2 tmr with family @filmgrade at kallang :) Can't wait!!! And hopefully a decent and nice birthday celebration with mylove on sunday :) I'm gng to get my presents!!! :D :D :D FEEL MY JOY :)

YAY :D

ILOVEYOU ALWAYS :)

This year's celebrations were a little different, with lesser presents and more of what I want: Sincerity &thought :) Thanks to all those who msged me regardless of what time it was and those who facebooked me too :D Many were from those I didnt expect them to know about my birthday cause I never told them before and many were from all those people I love ever so much :)

Thank you Weile, Karen(the gaybird who's gng to be old in one week's time), Cherilyn, Jiaqi(who had to use her family's phone cause her msgs quota burstHAHA), Bala, Ahgua, Zhanwen, Delyse, Yibin, Xiaojia, Wangkee, Yun Hui, Yonghao, Waikhee, Clarence, Junqian, Zehui, Chinyu, Liumei, Shiying, Zhaoying, Jermery, Jiamin, Weishun, Stella, Singrui, Mel(the blur fart that send the msg 12h late!), tongyi, kenneth, Hanboon, Fiona, Jason, Pufang(for the present too!), Pealine, Luyen, Joey(who was so swt to wish me on her blog :D) and Mylove. And all those who I didnt mention but wished me too :D hehe :D


Morning and aftnoons were spent gaying around with Pea and Luyen doing the usual stuff of catching up, talking about our lives. Apparently Pea's was most interesting (winks) ^^ We were at Pizza Hut at first and those two kukubirds make me wait for half a bloody hour for them to come! Damn big manzz them haha, make the birthday girl wait haha! You two so owe me a HUGE BIRTHDAY PRESENT!!!!Anyway, we walked to Ice cream cafe later on and we camwhore on the way, let me show you haha :D



Luckily pea didnt post those noob and chicken face pics up haha :D



Thank you both of you two kukus for being with me on this gay day of mine which happens to be on a siao day :D haha love the card btw and I sticked back all the sticks, this time with SUPERGLUE haha :)

Night was celebrated with my family and were they swt! We had No signboard seafood for dinner in the garden with music in the background and the splashing sound of the fountain in the pond, dim lighting toppled off with starry night skies :)



Then the lights blacked out and the only thing that was noticable was the glimmer of candle light in the background :) The present was awesome! My mum and sis made this small cake made of cloth :D :D And although it's small it meant a lot to me cause I only told my sis one single sentence and this thing came along. Apparently my sis is making toys in shapes of food by sewing cloths together, so I saw this box which had all the pictures of the food on it and I said "Eh why got birthday cake one? Haha I want!" And this thing came out :) :) love them so much :D I'm touched :D



All hand sewn :D :D :D






Ok thn the real birthday cake was awesome too :D with candles of 'Happy Birthday' on it! Beautiful :)





If you asked me if I had a wonderful seventeen birthday, I would say I HAVE :D Cause I have such great friends and families :) And now I finally know the true meaning of having birthdays, to see who really cares and want you to be happy :)

I LOVE YOU ALLLLLL :)
Here is the start of my new seventeen journey :)

Haha, it has been a really long time since I blogged and the reason I'm doing it now is cause this very gay day or rather SPECIAL day is MY BIRD DAYYYYYYY :D :D :D


So Junqian, Singrui, Shiying and Zehui planned a celebration for me at botanics garden :D We were supposed to go there for a picnic! :) It's been ages since I've been there, I even asked my mum if it need a entrance fee. Haha ok now you see how long I haven't been out of my house haha. Picnic was great with loads of food that we cant finish and camwhoring along the way whn walking to sympony lake. Haha, the grass there was nicer to picnic on so we walked all the way there :) Let the pictures do the talking la :D :D :D


I swear I can open my eyes in the sun!!!

On our way to botantics, we were at Istana gardens haha



Singrui trying to be a ballerina :D haha

At the $5 tree :D

This plant look like an onion la seriously ._.

Noobs amazed at sight of swans ._.

Nice right :D got photographic skills wor :D

Noob + sundial

Taking a break while walking :D


Her face never fails to entertain me :D


Junqian and zehui have arrived :D

My slipper broke AGAIN :<

FOOOODDDD :D

Picnic :D

HAHAHAHAHHAHA

Find me, we were playing hide and seek :D

LOL unglam la!

Glutton :X

Noob face :D





I was just smiling at the sky cause I cant see where's the cam. Ok or rather I cant open my eyes ._.





SWAN!!!!


See the contrast?


Then we went back to Ps and they celebrated my birthday there haha :D Jiamin came later and she managed to get me a relighting candle! haha I blow like a zillion billion times then I managed to unlight it! Damn tideous la haha!

Anyway, Thank you junqian, singrui, shiying and zehui for arranging this celebration :D It's the thought that counts I know I know :D And special thank you to junqian, singrui and shiying for the video you made me! It's the most touching thing ever~ The best present I receive, I swear! It bought tears, laughs, gay smiles, memories back to me and most importantly it touched my heart :D Thank you so much :D :D :D :D

It's the most precious thing ever :D CANT WAIT FOR LATER :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!! :D :D :D

Marina barrage today was awesome! :D Lazy to upload all the photos so next time people when I'm free or sth which seems like something very impossible haha. Anyway, I was super high today cause we were camwhoring all the way, or rather, I was pulling people to camwhore with me ^^ hehe! The green roof was beautiful! It's like a big patch of field where you could just stretch out your arms and run on it like there's no end. Relieve stress [: Jump shots were great and class photos were pretty :D Wind was super strong so it made all our hair messy, but still nothing stopped us from taking photos :D It's seriously a great place to take photos I tell you! Pretty scenery and I think it's even nice at night :D Haha, now my cam spam with all those photos liao :D

:D :D :D :D next time we go ok!!!! :D :D :D

anyway I'm online to do GP essay ._. and GPP which is like still not completed and it needs to be handed up on fri -.- Loads of things not done yet, I guess it's online tmr aft studying for dynamics assessment which is on fri too ._. Hmm econs lecture notes, check maths transformation on IVLE, maths induction tutorial (!!!) omg, chem bonding tutorial8 Zzzzzz ok enough, dont want say liao -.-

Cant wait for tmr cause I think we're gng shopping for you know what which is on friday :D wa cant wait cant wait! :D :D
I so need a photo update! This blog is getting wordy Zzzz haha :P

HUISHIA<3'

Edited/: I finally offically finished my PI!!! :D :D No more PI for life man, cause tmr is the submittion date wootz ^^ anyway it's like 2.05am now and I'm still online. My god, 4days of slping at 2am liao Zzz. Thunder's roaring outside and I hope it rains [: The day before's consultation with TLH till 6pm was super shagged ._. I nearly died but at least I know what she wants now I think, haha hopefully I really get it right this time :) The day before didnt exactly went well for me, emo manzzz. First was Napha, ok dont talk about it. Depressed la -.- then was chem test, a !@#!%@%^ 8marks ._. wth la, zzzz. So many people pass can? What the hell am I doing?! Nevermind, tmr will be a better day cause no more PI wootzzzzzzz :D :D And gng to celebrate kenneth's birthday tmr cause today was cca day ^^ Feel super good now cause THERE'S NO MORE PI!! :D I cant stop saying it haha :]

And you wont see me updating so often alrdy haha :P Dont know whether that's good or bad anyway haha :D
I FEEL GOOD :]
HUISHIA<3'

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Curse the stupid gundu head la -.- had to do PI draft 4 today again. She thinks I very free is it, whole day tell me wrong, wth la! Dont know wth she wants man Zzz. Thought I do draft 3 until quite good alrdy ah then she say never link here and there together so end up still AE ._. #$@!$@>%^ so apparently I bombarded her with loads of questions during consultation and I finally kinda understood wth she really wants. Now PI draft 4 is done exactly the way she explained to me so tmr whn I show her she better accept -.- if she reject agn I really feel like throwing her down the building liao! If she really reject I tell you I give up alrdy._. stupid bloody PI.

Oh ya then she say weishun's PI wrong cause it's not an emergency so apparently now our GPP also wrong. Pissed offffff~ Zzz now then tell us wrong! Walao eh, can kill her liao ALRIGHT. LOL ok actually I'm not that pissed off, but thinking about it just makes my blood boil. Zzz

Napha's tmr, 5 stations ._. damn scared of sit and reach la! Now like cannot cheat then I scared my 30 points gone :( hopefully pull up also can tahan through :D :D hehe, anyway I've been sitting in front of this comp from 7.30pm until now, what rubbish! For like 3 consecutive days Zzzz that's why I'm updating so much haha ^^ anyway I dont think anyone reads it la so just anyhow crap LOL :D

Wish me luck for 5 stations tmr, and I bet I'll be online tmr. Cause I think she will say wrong again, dont know why but I think she will Zzzz pissed offfff~
I want to get this done and over with ._. (!!!)
HUISHIA<3'

Edited:/ Yes! I finally finished my PI :D :D after 2 long nights of researching, summarising, thinking, rephrasing blah blah blah I have finally completed it :D I'm exhausted and drained cause of PI -.- sucks, but still I've finished it!! (hops around the rm) :D ok so someone commented that I sound stress, but just to clarify, I'm not exactly stressed. Haha, ok close friends wont believed that I'm stress. Stupid ahsiao would just laugh it off like how she did when she knew I was the .... ok nevermind LOL anyway, consultation for PI tmr so means I would have to be improving my bloody PI for the next 2 nights till the final submission date which is weds %$@!@!#%^ curse the person who invented this! Zzz anyway, I've made myself a pact and I'll make sure I adhere to it so please you guys help me if I ever seek help from you ok, cause I really need it :D

I guess I will most probably be updating for the next 2 nights? haha, MOST PROBABLY.
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It's pouring outside and I've yet to complete my PI draft 3. Apparently my sch's lousy and we only have like 3 drafts and I'm only AE?! Submittion of PI exam document is next week and I dont even know if I can reach ME whn everyone else is like gng to approach EE?! Zzzz ok I'm lousy and dumb, no comments. Luckily there's him to help me :D sorry if I've been cranky toward you nowadays. There's too much things happening now, too many expectations for me to meet and I'm forcing myself to meet them. Sorry for not replying your msges or taking ages to reply them. Sometimes I forget and I dont mean it at all. Anyway, I'm coming online to complete PI draft3 tmr Zzzz. Left with the lessons learnt and strategies and some future emergency. Going to put them in a table like yibin said cause if that's what TLH wants so badly I shall do it to please her to gain more marks for me :D YAY ^^

Trging's tmr which means black belt kata again. I must be able to tolerate all scoldings and more high expectations from you know who ._. I'll try my best I'll try..

Ok things are getting on better than expected but still I'm gng to go with the flo~ hopefully nothing comes up again. Sports carnival was fun with all the running, catching of frisbee, and the highness :D But many injuries for some :O Raymond sprained his leg and Jason hurt his face (sounds weird?) LOL ok never mind, GET WELL SOON OK :D

And some shocking news to be told soon...... :O I wonder if I'll survive all these Zzz

ILOVEYOU<3'
HUISHIA :D

Just finished my PI draft 2, special thanks to mylove :D Life's complicated nowadays with all sort of rubbish coming up. Things are starting to repeat itself all over again just that now I dont have you by my side with me through all these. I dont want to be independent to solve these all by myself, I need you to help me assess what's right and tell me what I'm supppose to do. I need you to knock some sense into me like you always did, I need you to support me like you did when noone cared less about me. I know things are different now and we're leading different lives but I need you, I really do. I'm tired of all these, it's physically draining. I think I'm gng to breakdown but I wont cause I know I have to be strong. I have to act as if I can handle this all alone, no matter what happens I wont shed a tear, at least not in front of you guys. No way, at least now I know who my true friends really are :) thanks.

Next week's gng to be tough with all the GPP stuff and PI draft3 omg, hopefully TLH accepts my PI this time :D Chem lecture test on wednesday and I havent really studied yet. Screwed. Maths assessment on tutorial day and I havent practiced. What the hell am I doing? Ok What Rubbish! I'm gng to not let all those rubbish affect me anymore, to hell with friends. I have loads more to make. Studies man :D

ok so grandma's birthday celebration @Chijmes, Lei Gardens :D


Me and grandma :)

Grandma, Dad, Mum

Sisters and Grandma :D

:D


Me and 2nd Sis :D

Thanks for whoever that's there for me - :)
ILOVEYOU<3'
Huishia :D